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Music and Lyrics by Brian Fairbanks 2012 Ferocious Jones Music I ain't ever, ever, ever, Looking back Brilliant disguises, costumes we painted in the past Your smile looks suspicious Everything here’s fictitious And won’t last The melody patronizes the sixth metaphor Draw the curtains baby, and lock up your doors Where does the treasure dress, when the treasure is a whore? Your smile is vicious Your words are malicious I want more A pistol, some Camels, and a voodoo charm I stole A Bible to powder the years if I grow old Let’s break for it baby, before the veil regains control Your smiles what I envision When I burn these apparitions That I’m owed Fangs for fucking, starving the new deal Sleeping behind sketches of things that you fear I ain't ever looking back to see how I should feel Your smile was suspicious Your words here fictitious You aren't real
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Manifesto 02:35
Music & Lyrics by William Chaffin I saw a sign to break the times. A world of zombies singing "Look at what is mine!" What is future when you fill the world with dimes? A million hungry winos-just give me some more wine! A break for all the banks, which open up your heart. I took the skeleton key & then I took it all apart. Ain't no repair- Ain't no compare for what is art. It's simple & it's hurts & it don't know if it is smart. The urge to push you in-is an urge for all of us. That beckons slowly & slowly comes to call upon your trust. Ain't no angels that don't know just how cuss. They fucking bless & they arrest you & say "Goddamn that wasn't us!" Hold back. Hold back. Breathe and you release. I saw her chained to the past & the beast. I'm walking west and all the rest are busy walking east. Stuck reciting all these words just to get a little peace. Inside your fingers there's a vein that carries blood. You lick the simple while I'm busy sculpting mud. The only way to stop your pain is with a flood. I'm stuck forever & I'm stuck inside this rut. Hold back. Hold back. Breathe and you release. I saw her chained to the past & the beast. I'm walking west and all the rest are busy walking east. Stuck reciting all these words just to get a little peace.
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Music by Brian Fairbanks Lyrics by William Chaffin 2013 Black Bullet Music Preacher preacher man of God, Come to speak & teach the mob To sail his ships into the weak, And make them wonder when they sleep. I'm gon' stay-You're gon' stay Barn doors & bliss. Why oh why can we not try? Our lungs full of dust-faces lie. Please, please love me one more time. Please, please love me one more time. I'm gon' stay-You're gon' stay Barn doors & bliss. Is it old? Is it ever falling? It came along and went. And the years go by & lost Until we're making love to rent. Flower things with almost gone, Come & steal my megaphone. I'm sick of this-I'm walking home, I've never felt so all alone. I'm gon' stay-You're gon' stay Barn doors & bliss.
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Music by Brian Fairbanks 2013 Ferocious Jones Music
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Opening Act 03:32
Music & Lyrics by William Chaffin "Ghosts" sample by Brian Fairbanks What can I say that still remains? A pocket of sunshine & an old switchblade. 36 miles from San An-tone, I picked up a microphone & I never went home. All that I am just sits in a train, With an old guitar & a gut full of pain. My mother didn't care she was a prodigal witch. She raised me to see you with a sip & a stitch. Holy revolution won't you go sit down or pack up your bullshit till the clowns come to town. The scumbags that started the opening act. They stole all your money & never came back. You hated & screamed but wanted them home. You're working my patience till the skin splits the bone.
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Music by Brian Fairbanks Lyrics by William Chaffin 2013 Black Bullet Music Got some more on my mind with the vine it's called The great depression even though I confess We must all go in time Yes that's fine & all I can't start breathing Baby till you undress I can't see when you blind me But if you wanna come and take both my hands The heat in your body is rising And everything you got gonna make me a man And I don't wanna know the secrets that you've shown That's what it's for You're a mistress, I'm a widow I can't see when you blind me But if you wanna come and take both my hands The heat in your body is rising And everything you got gonna make me a man All that I found in you Was a photograph & lies And a waste of fucking time Oh time that I've come through And I close up all my chest And wait for all the rest All my brain...becomes the same...old & plain All in vain. You're a mistress, I'm a widow What you told me gonna make me insane The little moments fall like windows in rain There's some beauty & that's all that remains.. oh oh oh oh...
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But If Not 03:36
Music by Brian Fairbanks Lyrics by William Chaffin 2013 Black Bullet Music Wrap me in orchids & throw me out to sea. But if not- Paint your face & tell them you could never live without me. We are coming now with a sigh & sting, If we can't come with anything. Deliver us from burning, Mama can you please deliver me? But If Not- Give me diamonds or just give it to me preciously. Wrap me in orchids and kiss me one last time. But If not- You can always whisper "goodbye" for awhile. We are coming now with a sigh & sting, If we can't come with anything. Coming now with a sigh & sting- Cause we can't come with anything.
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Skulls 02:25
Music and Lyrics by William Chaffin Come & meet my sorrow time & time again. & you beg & borrow-look too far within. I can see your madness right below your skin. I think your smile is bullshit, smile the same again. Oh the numbers chase but you only understand the paint. You suffer slowly in the waste and the change it takes your taste. They came to kill or leave us-only got your skull. You hold the fire of Eros then you trip & fall. I gotta zombie necklace-got the means to call. All the fire of Hades rattles in your skull. Oh don’t deny. Don’t deny.
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Music and Lyrics by Brian Fairbanks 2012 Ferocious Jones Music Girls of custom With withered fashion They ride Rehearsing sadness They greedily Pass me by They come with stories Glories of a Spanish War These little nothings Melt the men off The dance hall floor Out of the corner of my eye it spins And a Texas Heart Shot Does him in Sequins and harpies Are worthless To worthless men She danced the part He was quietly Drowning in gin She swore him nothing Except the Moonlight on the rails You maybe something I’ll return If all else fails As the stage lights begin to dim A Texas Heart Shot Does him in I should have never left for San Anton’ I should have lain by the river And never left home We’re all changed By the lives around us Most of them random But in the end they all find us The word spread quickly About a man Who’d been shot from behind But the world forgets quickly Dust the dirt off and pays it No mind Somewhere with someone He had hopes and dreams That he shared So we are all assassins She just forgot that And I never cared With the prairie winds kicking in They say a Texas Heart Shot What done him in And I feel nothing
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Music by Brian Fairbanks Lyrics by William Chaffin 2013 Black Bullet Music Sitting in the fate & the railroad cold I wasn't told The mighty fall Born in the rain & born in the snow Her blood was froze, my sin was hope Tired of the rain & I'm tired of the poor It comes & goes My drunken prose (Tired of it) The only song I know Is the song of the crows Murder of the crows And now I'm old Sitting in the fate & the railroad cold I wasn't told The mighty crawl
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Music and lyrics by Brian Fairbanks 2013 Ferocious Jones Music A tin cup, some Camels, and a voodoo charm That I stole She was humming this murder ballad As we hit the road Of the things we left behind That terrified It was only the worthless art I tried to hide She was an angel, unstable A black bullet's dream This murderous ballerina Held in such high esteem To a standing ovation we found Our prospects dimmed When the ticket man said two tickets She pumped four bullets in him We hit the Red River running and stopped To purchase some shade When the River Queen picked up her shovel I knew we'd been made I was sweatin', frettin', while she smiled And fired up her bone When blue lighting flashed I knew I would never go home The riverboat swain took me aside Said here is your chance I'm familiar with her story, I'm familiar With your circumstance Loneliness is a beautiful struggle Wouldn't you agree? Inspiring worthless art Before you, it was me "See those Alabama Blasters Had let her bleed For shaking her moneymaker Round their family tree When there was nothing left to say They sealed up her mouth Alabama went sideways And I headed south" "I found the femme fatale who fucked the French hotel Had stole my cigarettes But the sweetheart deal in my front pocket feels Like we aren't finished yet So now you come here on the breeze, with this villainous sleaze It's time to call my priest!" In the morning I found the riverboat captain Deceased At high noon they met in the dust On the Estacado Two worn out, tore up, guilt driven Desperados The voodoo charm went silent I heard her laugh You found your own way here Now find your way back You had so many ways to leave When you came in By the light of the blood red moon You took the Coward's Road again Of all the madness I've created it was you That swallowed me whole All the worthless art we tolerated Has levied its toll I filled the tin cup with ashes that I knew Would never quench her thirst I paced off the space off where she lay Though she drew first Broken eyes, the blue reckoning' Stays so softly You can forgive me, forsake me, but you know You'll always love me Do you understand the reasons Why you came If you remembered her the way I do I doubt you'd feel the same You gaze across an alabaster sky She found a good thing she did And let a good thing die
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Music and Lyrics by Brian Fairbanks 2013 Ferocious Jones Music Georgia stars Shame the night On which their worn Huddled up, fading fast, seeking warmth Railroad preacher Deals the cards From the deck War behind us, rolling west, seeking rest I never cared If I stayed or got off The people around me Are hopelessly lost Away in the South Where my hearts always been I climb those stairs Will she welcome me back In I'm sprawled out My shirts ruint My body's broke A misplaced bullet, an errant step, God's great joke I'm recognized For all the pain I have dealt Folks keep walking, no one stopping, No one helped I never cared If I stayed or got off With lovers around me To clean what I wrought Away in the South To a refuge I head I climb those stairs And she welcomes me back in Her bed Yellow dress She wore it soft Just for me In her parlor, I undressed Calliope Her blue eyes Burned the blues Tones so deep Raindrop rhythm, keeping time, With her heartbeat Collect all the pieces That make up a heart Loose stitch the memories That keep falling apart Away in the South Where the end meets the end And I climb those stairs And she welcomes me back In
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Music by Brian Fairbanks Lyrics by William Chaffin 2013 Black Bullet Music In the hands of all gone men Lays a heart in hold In the book we all write in Lays a gun so cold Everything is sacred It's just fractured up with lies And only spite fills up your eyes I've come to sleep in your fair skin I've come to rest awhile Everything is sacred It's just fractured up with lies And only spite fills up your eyes Where's the truth? The truth my dear? I have yet to hear. Everything is sacred It's just fractured up with lies And only spite fills up your eyes
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Already Gone 02:39
Music & Lyrics by William Chaffin In the black muddy pools of Mississippi & the cold light of dawn I reached up for a hand to help me But that hand was already gone And when they come to take me to heaven When they come to take me home Just tell them what they thought was here was Already gone. Already gone-it was already gone.
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The Ghost 01:06
Music by Brian Fairbanks 2013 Ferocious Jones Music

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The story goes where you want it to go. "The Truth" was our best attempt at a linear storyline. "Ghosts" is what happens after a break from that linear form of storytelling. A continuation in the form of an epilogue or if you need something more: an examination of the ghosts that carry on post "The Truth".
These ghosts representing the characters that occupied "The Truth" and the ghosts that followed us after our examination of the first tale.
When an individual or in this case a group of individuals examine & through examination experience catharsis in the process of creating/imagining scenarios that seemingly have no relevance & through this process come to & evaluate epiphany. I refuse to use the word journey. It's been hijacked by new-agers & meme makers. Stories like "The Truth" & it's companion "Ghosts" take the "Life isn't a journey, it's an endurance test." approach & in embracing that approach evoke personal emotional parallels. This is what true art does on some guttural level. I'm reluctant to express success in this regard because that is mainly something that a listener must decide.

Did we reach you? Are your guts twisting? Can you imagine what has happened? Can you see the "ghosts" in the story? Do you feel their grief, joy, repentance?

In the end-it's the music and the listener. It's songwriting that hopefully-when experiencing the album makes the listener and the characters active participants in a story that requires participation from both.
There is the music & the brain that interprets it.

I hope it moves you.

-William Chaffin
8/11/13
theblackbulletpromise@gmail.com

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released August 11, 2013

"Ghosts" performed & recorded by William Chaffin & Brian Fairbanks
All songs written by William Chaffin & Brian Fairbanks except:

"Fangs for Fucking" "The Gunfighter" "Texas Heart Shot" "The Ghost & the Gunfighter" "Away In the South" "The Ghost" by Brian Fairbanks

"Skulls" "Manifesto" "Opening Act" "Already Gone" by William Chaffin

Additional backing vocals on Away in the South and But If Not performed by Asher Fairbanks

Additional backing vocals on Away in the South performed by Dakota Theim

Guitar solo on Texas Heart Shot performed by Dakota Theim

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